I should’ve taken the smile you gave me

more seriously.

I can’t eat right, I can’t sleep

your voice haunts my dreams.

The gleam in your eyes will forever

be my demise.

Can’t help but run and hide.

So much regret is felt at the sound of your name

and I know you probably feel the same.

You will never look at me the way you used to,

I understand.

And for my mistakes, it’s now only a fantasy

that we will one day have what we used to have

then.