“Learning” to Hate
November 17, 2021
Rushing through hallways
And Crowds of People,
Hoping to make the bell.
Assignment after Assignment,
Being buried in work,
Convinced teachers don’t understand.
Practicing our sports and instruments
Until we are mentally exhausted.
Forced out of our comfort zone,
Being told it will help us
Overcome our fears, they say.
While in reality it makes us hate the place more and more.
Hate the place we are supposed to love,
Hate the place we are supposed to learn.
Instead students worry about
Whether their shoulders are covered
Whether they get to one building to another in seven minutes on the dot
Whether their report card will result in their quality time with friends being taken away
As some sort of punishment as if their grade statistics
are more important than their happiness.
Working seven hours five days a week
Just to return home and have to work more.
There’s no time for relaxation, moments with
Friends and family.
Being a student means constant working
Constant worry
Constant game of catch-up
Constant fear of not being good enough.
We are told school is meant to teach us things for the future;
But it truly teaches us
That no matter how hard we try,
It won’t be enough in the school systems eyes